No one has been brave enough to love you, and that shouldn’t make you sad; because you’ll find someone who fears you but is still brave enough to be with you, and that is worth a little heartbreak for now.
Love will come, and it will need a courageous soul to stand and fight with."
T.B. LaBerge // Unwritten Letters to You (via tblaberge)
"God, you said to be like children, right? Children are selfish.. And God, I know… I’m so selfish. I am filled with darkness and envy and sin. But, God Your love… Your grace is greater, right? Do You forgive me? Did I repent enough? Because God I feel unforgiven. God, my heart is heavy with burden. God, everything hurts. My head.. my heart.. it’s filled with so much hurt and pain. God it’s hard for me to think about You. God be greater than my thoughts. God I want to scream. run away. hide. cry. sleep…. God, please be here. You’re here with me, right? God, let me fall in love with You, again. Let me stay in Your presence."
As I was reflecting through my nearly-full moleskin, I came across one of the most desperate and heart wrenching prayers I have ever prayed. Just reading it over brought back so many painful memories. But in my moment of darkness,
You were there all along.
If I find in myself desires nothing in this world can satisfy,
I can only conclude that I was not made for here
After coming back from emp, i looked in the mirror and felt absolutely no need to put on makeup. It went from, “oh, not bad” to “wow i kind of look beautiful today.” Maybe this is how You see me everyday.